Sometimes, when you are going through a hard time in life, it is hard to see anything positive. It becomes easy to doubt yourself and mistrust God. You feel abandoned and decide to make it on your own.
But look closer. God is there. He has not disappeared and He certainly isn’t powerless to help you. Your fear, doubt, anger, disillusionment, hurt, etc. have just clouded your view. But that will never stop Him from trying to make His presence known to you. Look for Him and you will surely find Him.